Thursday, December 5, 2019

Cold + Dark Today

I always dread the winter. Winter is a hard season for me and has been especially for the last 3+ years. During this season I struggle with headaches, lack of motivation and miss the sun with its warmth, but this year I decided to change the way I think about winter.

I have made a decision that I love this season. I love it when it snows. I love looking for beauty when nature is at rest. I love taking long walks in the cold air. There are many other things I love about winter and this year I choose to focus on the things I love and not on the problematic things that pop up with winter. 

Yesterday I made myself walk to the grocery store with Tucker. It was a relaxing experience and got me out of the house because I usually stay indoors for work. I find that I do not have enough time to get my knitting work done and take a walk all within one day. It ends up being one or the other. Looking at the clock now I only have one hour before I start work and have yet to do any knitting. Anyway, because yesterday was so nice I decided to take another walk to the post office and without the dog this time. It was just my camera, the cold and I. 

The walk was so cleaning and refreshing to my spirit. I made sure to open my eyes to anything that is beautiful. I examined all the trees, the houses I passed by and the leaves on the ground. It made my soul very happy to go for this slow walk. Unfortunately, today is a really dark and gloomy day. I had to keep my camera's ISO way high because there isn't enough light for a decent picture. 

When I got home I decided it was time to work on my planner for 2020. I was originally wanting to make my own this year and save the money, but then I found some decent planners that weren't too expensive. In the end, I finally did decide to make my own this year. I hope I don't get tired of it like I did the year before. While working on the layout of the planner I made Tom Yum soup for the second day in a row. It's so easy to make and my new obsession. 

Now I am off to knit a few rows of my test knit that is on a deadline before I sign into work. Today my men won't get home till 7:30pm which means that after work I have plenty of time to clean the house, but it will be too dark for me to show any before and after pictures. 

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