Today's the kind of day where all I need is Jesus' grace.
My house is a mess, my emotions are all over the place and all I want to do is cry. Actually, I did cry I also prayed and truthfully feel so much better. I can smile without a threat of tears spilling out without warning, they now come with a warning.
I woke up with the feeling of sadness, a headache, a feeling of not being enough and like I'm some kind of fraud. What is one to do with such feelings?! Those feeling along will make someone stay in bed all day feeling sorry for one-self, but that's not what I did, I let my son do that for me as he decided to cry for a half hour in our bed. What I did, instead, was lock my emotions in and I just got angry.
Honestly, without God I'd still be an emotion rock, walking around and hurting those around me. I've decided not to stay in this funk, but will clean the house, love my family and finish those big promised deadlines with a happy spirit and if not I'll put my biggest effort into it.