When I’m bored and lonely, like this past week due to Strep Throat, I feel like giving up on my dreams. I get this overwhelming feeling of being uncomfortable with myself. In return it makes me feel like everything I’ve been doing, every dream I’ve had and everything I’m passionate about isn’t important anymore and it’s just too much for me to handle.
I miss my family, my husband and son. Laying in bed away from those I love is hard, straining and makes me lost.
Hmmm... I think this all sounds so depressing!
I have so much work and things to catch up on. Maybe if I focus, get things done I might feel a huge burden fall off my shoulders.
Maybe....
So looking back on last week I had 3 photo-shoots, a trip to Cali and no blog posts about any of it. I think I’ll tackle this huge job right here! Or not..
It’s interesting, to me, how I wrote this first half hours ago, but didn’t get far with that focus. Now I can just see it. I’ll be up until midnight getting this post up because that was one of my goals today. It was actually my only goal today.
I did manage to make dinner today. That was the only way that I could eat. My mom had been making me food for some days now and all I can do if take a few bites and that it. I like my food to look like it came out a restaurant kitchen.
That’s what happens when I work at the restaurant at a fancy hotel for years, I cook like them. Not really, but I do try to fool myself and it works!
Okay, so here’s the deal. I’ve been on antibiotics for some days now. My families saying I’m acting a little weird, I’d have a slightly agree. It could be the antibiotics, or the hormones are right OR I’m always like this. I hope the last part isn’t true. If I haven’t already lost you for your sake I again hope that this blog turns into something readable.
I think I will officially start with the sneak peaks from the 3 photo-shoots:
First is Faith:
Doesn't she remind you of a Russian doll?
Sorry for the logo confusion, during a feverish moment yesterday I rebranded my photography business :0|
Second is my son:
My favorite & I don't know why
Third is a photo-shoot for LouLouThi Inspired. It’s a new store coming to Etsy soon that will be selling all the cute hair accessories in these pictures.
I will end this blog with the few pictures I took from our short business trip to Cali.
We took a bus with lots of our friends. It was a LONG night with a whole lot of AC. When I woke up little did I know I had Strep Throat that would mess me up for a week. I’m really working on not being bitter about that. Despite it all I still managed to pose for a picture.
I had all my favorite things that I didn’t have time to use because the whole trip was go, go & go some more.
One of the highlights was pizza for lunch! I love pizza! The best part was hubby brought the best garlic with cheese bread sticks I had ever tasted. I think he only got to eat one out of six.
This picture cracks me up, therefore I’m sharing it.
On the way home, on the bus again, a dear friend let me borrow her head scarf to keep my head and neck warm. Hubby told me I look French! You think?
I’m leaving you with my favorite picture of the month. My son got skills and I need makeup and having a potty in your pictures is a fashion statement.
With that I bid you night!
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