I titled this post 'The Limits' because it seems like lately I'v just been pushing all my limits., not just in photography, but as a mom, as a house keeper and as a wife. What I'm finding out is how much work I need to do just to what is expected of me. Maybe no one expect anything from me and I just have high expectations of myself. I need to figure that part out I guess.
I spend the morning cleaning. I cleaned the yard, cleaned the living room, cleaned the kitchen, cleaned the floors, and made lunch all before I got a chance to actually have breakfast. Was that expected of me? No, I guess not. I know that the people who live here expect this house to be clean and I can't just expect them to do it, I have to do it. So I did! The problem was that I did it with the wrong heart. I did it out of frustration and anger. It got done? Yes, it did, but I was a bad wife in the process.
Sigh... So Sorry about my ramblings. My house is clean and beautiful. I can now work on my never ending to-do list that so many people have.
I'll smell the flowers, smile and enjoy its beauty before my eyes.
I'll just play with my son and not focus on work while I'm with him because he deserve a mother who is present and not in two places at once.
I'll be better, happier and I'll work harder. I'm going to push my Limits and create a new norm for myself. A norm that consist of days at the park, clean house, breakfast, lunch and dinner is served and ready and all business work is caught up. Is that possible? I have a God to where all things are possible with Him!