Nowadays when my husband and I go for a walk our son does not go with us. He usually stays back with his friends. He is old enough to where he can do that, but it makes me so sad. The time is approaching so quickly to where he'd rather hang out with his friends than with us. I knew it would come, but it still makes me sad. My boy is just getting so big!
On the positive side, my husband and I enjoyed the gorgeous walk all to ourselves (and the dog). We got to get some good conversations about the things going on in our lives. I'm still processing the fact that I got pregnant and my due date was in September, but I have no baby in my arms. My faith is in the Lord on this one.
The rest of the day was spent in a weird drained state to where I did nothing even though I had so much to do! I've been in this weird place of so much to do, but no will to do it since mid-September and can't seem to shake it. Maybe it's because I had already prepared myself to be a more of a newborn this fall, but instead, I have an increased workload on my plate. None the less I am blessed!